last day :'(

i dont want to go back !! aaagghhhh . i love being here , at my hometown , at my house , at my room . huhu . but one thing for sure , i will surely go back here on february . after i finish my summer school , i will celebrate chinese new year at my hometown . yiipiiii ^^
1 month is not too long i think . i just need to be patient , and i should work hard for this summer school result . God , thanks for everything that U hv gave me . for my family , my friends who always accompany me . and also for him . even we are not together anymore , but i really appreciate that we still having contact each other . i need to recover from this situation ASAP ! i cannot stay too long in my comfort zone anymore , i should focus on my study and family . Mom , thanks for being such a great mom for me . without u , i dont know how to become like you . stay strong mom .
today is 3rd December 2009 , my sister's dog pass away . i dont know why , maybe because Miki is sick .
God please give me strength to pass all my subject in this summer school . ameeenn . I love You .