choice is urs

the choice is always urs !!
whether u like it or not . i choose to say no . it is up to u , what do u want to think about me .
if u hate me , it is ur problem . not mine :)

i will ..

i will try to do my best !! i will .. and i must to do that !!

LOUKAAMMM !! hihi

after am craving for the LOKAM (Orange that only sell when it comes to Chinese New Year season) , at last , i got it !! am so happy !! i ate a lot . haha . its ok . it is just fruit what . ahahahah .. thanks to Doni , Wandy and Evi who makes my day happy . thanks God for such a good friends and sister that i have .
oh ya , one more thing i will post the picture .. hihi ..

The picture above is a one box of LOKAM , it only cost RM14 . how cheap is that .. hiehiehie

 

 

 

hello world ~

helooo again .. monday is the 2nd day for me after i left my hometown yesterday . yeah it was so great that i can spent my holiday with my families and friends . another busy weeks ahead , need to catch up every lesson i hv left because of my holiday . haha . its great !! thanks God u give me another chance to feel Your blessings , Your greatfulness , a great families and also a bunch of lovely friends . i love them .
i think i've learnt : appreciate everything before u lost all of them . and everything happen for a reason . just be gratefull .

last day :'(

i dont want to go back !! aaagghhhh . i love being here , at my hometown , at my house , at my room . huhu . but one thing for sure , i will surely go back here on february . after i finish my summer school , i will celebrate chinese new year at my hometown . yiipiiii ^^
1 month is not too long i think . i just need to be patient , and i should work hard for this summer school result . God , thanks for everything that U hv gave me . for my family , my friends who always accompany me . and also for him . even we are not together anymore , but i really appreciate that we still having contact each other . i need to recover from this situation ASAP ! i cannot stay too long in my comfort zone anymore , i should focus on my study and family . Mom , thanks for being such a great mom for me . without u , i dont know how to become like you . stay strong mom .
today is 3rd December 2009 , my sister's dog pass away . i dont know why , maybe because Miki is sick .
God please give me strength to pass all my subject in this summer school . ameeenn . I love You .

the last day of 2009

hello world !!
im back again . now im in my lovely hometown , MEDAN . yoohhoooo !!
im so happy , i can go back to Medan to celebrate new year eve with my families and friends . with my Jengjeremen group . haha . yesterday , i felt so happy . my friend , tasya came to my house , we talk alot . then tasya and I going to sinshe to "URUT" my ankle . it hurt me alot TT but i feel better now ^^ thanks God .
after that , tasya , funi and I going to tasya's house to ask permission from her parents , she wanted to stay at my house . hehe .
then after that , we go to ate nasi goreng pakantan with my mom , funi , tasya riding a motorcycle . haha . four of us going to buy dvds , and I bought the accessories to put on my handphone . hehe . then we going back home because its already 10sth i think .
today we are going to celebrate new year eve together . going to my aunt house , to eat lontong , nyam nyam . hau cheeekkk . hehe . today tasya also stay at my house for 1 more night . hehe .
its a lovely day . thanks God for the 2009 year , i can get all I wanted , and i wish in the next coming year i can have a better life with my families and friends . thanks God !! I love You ^^

the day after christmas 26th December 2009

im back !! after so long hvnt update my blog . haha .
today is saturday , yesterday is JESUS bday . He has answered my prayer , right just on HIS bday !! thanks God .
finally , i can find the information about him , i am so happy .
yesterday , when i was chatting and webcaming with my besties , Agustina , he called me from msn . huaahhh !! im kinda shock . but at the bottom of my heart , i feel so happy . its been almost 2yrs since i broke up with him .
lately , i hv dreamt about him twice , then i kept thinking about him . since i know his story from his cousin . sometimes , i feel like wanna come to him back , because with him , i can feel what is called relationship is . i met his mom , sister , granny , uncle , aunt , and also his cousins . i think almost of his family know about him already . and also my family know about him already . but this relationship must ended because he has done stupid things . TT
God , please lead him . lead him in Your way , give him a heart that fears You , give him a strong body , and also a sharp mind . so he can think twice what should he do .